Hi,
So about a year ago I finished the last post on this blog. I wanted to do more, but was absolutely lost. My best friend moved to America, I was struggling with healthy issues and I was going through a hard time emotionally. Everything scared me and I have never felt so insecure. So I've been trying to figure myself out. It didn't work. I found out I'm highly sensitive, especially when it comes to emotions and let me tell you... It doesn't make those fears any better. I wake up a lot during the night having the worst nightmares because I'm trying to forget about it during the day. Also, the feeling of anxiety and having done something terribly wrong but not being able to fix it.... They control my life and I have no clue how to end it.
So, with this blog, I'm going to try and focus on the bigger picture. Series, books, films I love or have just discovered. Things that happened at work (I work at a daycare with kids who go to kindergarden and primary school) and how I feel about that situation. Maybe a lesson I learned that stuck by me... It can be anything and everything.
Hopefully that way I can find myself again and who knows, it might help with not focussing on the scary emotions and me living in my head too much. So, if you stumble on this page by accident and you have some fun hobbies, books you love, arts and crafts that aren't that hard, or you suffer from the same feelings, let me know please?
Lots of Love,
Iris
